dAyDrEaMiNg....

havent i told you about the good things that happened to me these past days? i think im being biased if i keep psoting all the bad things in my life without an update on the good ones that happen every once and a while. you might get the impression na ginagawa kitang toilet bowl (labasan ng sama ng loob) which is not true (well...mostly) hahaha

anyway, just to keep you posted bout the good "stuffs" last july i was hailed as the Quality Champion of the Month kasi daw i had 3 consecutive perfect scores sa QA monitorings and also in that same month im the 2nd on the stack ranking of all the performing agents in this account for that they (my superiors) gave me a webcam plus a certificate of recognition and (supposed to be) 2 starbucks gc's which i havent recieved until now and also i recieved a special prize which is the 2gb memory card. how cool is that? whatelse? naku mukhang short ang list ko ng good "stuffs" ah.

well, havent seen a rainbow these past few months , not even a falling star i might add. kaya naman i wasnt able to wish pa. pero date lam mo bang to get over with my frustration daydreaming became my fave past time. i would close my eyes and imagine what ill do if i won the lottery....hahaha i hope its not a sign of psychosis though....anyway kasi during those times i was stuck on a really crappy situation and i wasnt seeing any immediate resolution for that so what i do to keep myself sane is to pretend i won the lottery and with eyes closed ill imagine exactly what ill do from the moment i "discover" i am a brand new millionare to claiming the prize to planning how to spend and keep tha money i won.

kumpletos rekados dude, umpisa iisipin ko kung paano ko malalaman na nanalo ako, kunwari daw sa newspaper tapos iisipipn ko kung sino ang gusto kong unang makaalam at kung sino lang ang pwedeng makaalam lang. Sempre una kong sasabihan mom ko tapos since wala akong kapera pera hihingi ako ng tulong sa kanya para maasikaso ko ang pagkuha ng prize ko tapos daw paglabas namin sa PCSO im imagining na check yung prize so with that diretso kami sa bank to encash 100,000 the rest of my millions half goes to time deposit and the other half is split between a saving acct and an atm account tapos bibigyan ko daw si mama ng 1million pesos(wow!) and you're probably wondering for what is the hundred thousand? well, ipangsha-shopping namin yun ni mama kami lang dalawa. ive always wanted to treat her out and give her all the pleasures in life that she missed out because of taking care of us especially since my papa died. So pupunta daw kami sa SM then magpapa-spa un ang first thing. Full body spa sarap non crap! i could already imagine the pleasure....tapos nun kakain kami dun sa most expensive restaurant available tapos papasok kami sa salon to get a makeover (total makeover noh) magpaparebond ako, facial, haircut and everything tapos iiwan ko muna si mama sandali sa salon and sasaglit ako sa phone shop para ibili si mama, si peter at ako ng latest model ng nokia complete with accessories, extra batteries and take note...linya to ha hindi prepaid! then ill go to LBC sempre within the mall premises para ipa- one day delivery ang cp ni pete. babalik ako sa salon kay mama then aalis na kami to go shopping but before that sasaglit muna kami sa isang driving school at mag-eenroll ako for a week training. tapos pupunta na kami sa dept store to shop till we drop. magiging parang model si mama at magsasawa sa kakafit ng mga outfits at kakabitbit ng mga branded shopping bags na naglalaman ng aming pinamili. how cool is that? tapos sporting one of our newest fasion dresses tatawag kami sa bahay to check kung andun na ang mga kapatid ko at pasunurin sila sa mall and continue shopping again.

sempre the next day ma-rereceive na ni pete ang cp nya and ill call him to surprise him and tell him i got an increase, ill not let him know i wono the lottery kasi im sure that will be the good thing to do. tapos ill not meet him in a week habang nagtitraining ako magdrive and then when i get my license ill buy one of those cute cars tapos drive myself over to peter's place with my new car and call him on his phone to get out and meet me tapos ma-susurprise sya kasi lalabas ako from that new car im driving. heck! i can just imagine the surprise and the reaction on his face hehe. then we'll go to the mall, shop him clothes and buy him a psp then ill bring him over a motorcycle shop and ask him kung alin dun ang gusto nya if ever we can already afford one. once he chose ill talk to the manager behind his back and pay for the motorcycle in cash wahaha!!! then the next day ill surprise him when the model he chose gets to be shipped to him...

imagining these really gives me a break and sometimes even leads me to sleep