wHy...

Why, do you always do this to me

Why, couldn't you just see it through me

How come, you act like this

Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall

can feel I can feel you near me

Even though you're far away

I can feel I can feel you baby

Why

It's not supposed to feel this way

I need you I need you

More and more each day

It's not supposed to hurt this way

I need you I need you I need you

Tell me

Are you and me still together

Tell me

Do you think we could last forever

Tell me

Why

Hey Listen to what we're not saying

Let's play

A different game then what we're playin'

Try

To look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe, I'm gonna let us fall apart

I can feel I can feel you near me

Even when you're far away

I can feel I can feel you baby

Why

It's not supposed to feel this way

I need you I need you

More and more each day

It's not supposed to hurt this way

I need you I need you I need you

Tell me

Are you and me still together

Tell me

You think we could last forever

Tell me

Why

so go and think about

whatever you need to think about

Go on dream about

Whatever you need to dream about

Then come back to me

When you know just how you feel, you feel

I can feel I can feel you near me

Even though you're far away

I can feel I can feel you baby

Why

It's not supposed to hurt this way

I need you I need you

More and more each day

It's not supposed to hurt this way

I need you I need you I need you

Tell me

It's not supposed to hurt this way

I need you I need you

More and more each day

It's not supposed to hurt this way

I need you I need you I need you

Tell me

Are you and me still together

Tell me

You think we could last forever

Tell me

Why

our teambuilding was a blast. and i have to admit it is one of the most memorable events of my life both on a positive and on a negative note. ive lost the team fund..P10,000 in cold cash. How and where i lost it, im still trying to figure out. Ive been so damn busy and my mind was so occupied by everything else that i can't pointout which part of the blurry moments did i loose that hefty sum of money from my side pocket. The first few hours of that day since i arrived at the assembly place, i was not myself. i was soo drained and shock that all i could do was burst into tears whenever i tried to speak. the following events were a little consoling though and before we reached the days end i decided not to waste the entire time crying myself out in the corner. i had fun. tons of it. and i really never thought i will be able to look at everyone else by the eyes after what happened. but it seemed like they dont care bout it at all. it was a relief. i thought they understood me, i almost believed they read between my sobs and comisserate between my tears. i can never blame them though. in this world, money is still money. and now its payback time. they are asking me for something i cannot give at the moment. i speak out my thoughts and hoped they would understand once more but i proved to be wrong. i reach out my hand but nobody bothers to take them anymore. I utter a word but nobody seems to listen. i bare out my soul but nobody seems to care. its like i dont exist anymore. and to my surprise, i find myself alone...once more..in a crowded,laughter-filled room, the room where i used to belong or so i thought. now i feel like i hear them talk behind my back, now when they look at me i seem to read ugly thoughts in their mind perceving me as a worthless, dishonest, creature. their eyes are cold, and so are their actions. i feel so estranged and disaffected. why do sad events always follow happy times?why...?