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confused...is the state of being i am currently into and have been into for the past months. its like hell, not knowing what to do...not being able to analyze which is right and which is wrong. sometimes i feel like my life is a big joke. if the real me would live it, it wouldnt be this way. funny coz i always claim im a simple person and that simple things make me happy but if you take a closer

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Everytime i go to work, the only time i get for myself to think things out is when im sitting by the window of the bus looking outside as the speeding bus passes away the NLEX road. I know it sucks...what?with all the dust and smoke that i inhale while beaming at the window and trying to compose my thoughts. Crap...im just so damnly confused these days....i saw this video of P and James riding a

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Well, I saw him today and though the meeting wasn’t quite as I expected, I mean, before, when Im about to see him I get all fidgety and anxious then when I finally get to see his face…I would conjure all my speeches, I make sure I know what I would say to him, my complaints, my pains…everything. But when I see his face all is lost. When I see him smile, I get drowned. I forget all my worries, the

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Am I being too trusting? Am I losing my mind? Am I losing my sense of right and wrong? Most of the time, im being passive about everything else. I know I shouldn’t be engaging myself in this situation. Not even allowing myself indulge in the idea of having an affair. Ugh! It seems mostly improper when I try to put it into words. But when im experiencing it, why does it seems such a benign thing.

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do you have a time machine? i wish i could go back in time...back when i was still naive and innocent...when i still look at the world with the eyes of a child. To me, the world was still a magical place. lolz. All you need to do is believe and know where to look. Now, its an entirely different story. Though i know i still have it, i dont believe ive lost it...not entirely at least...when im with

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just remembered one of my weirdest dreams...well actually i remembered 2 of them. the first one was kinda weird in the sense that i felt like i wasnt supposed to be dreaming like that anymore. ok..i dreamt about my bestfriend. In my dream he just showed up at our house with a couple of our old childhood friends. It was like some sort of a visit. In reality that is far fetched. he is married and

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hey..its been a while. I havent posted for a long time. ok its not a while.. i know its unexcusable...i know. im slacking off. but i just couldnt find the urge you know..im having...now what do they call it again? a writer's block? hehe...close enough. its just that i am not inspired while facing the monitor. i usually get my inspiration elsewhere. and that elsewhere is far from the conducive

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last post was back in november last year...might wonder what had gotten into me to tick off the keypad and write sumthin again. to answer the question, well i havent found a single soul to talk with. aside from the american customer who flood my ears the whole 8 hours of my dreadful shift(to be fair, not all of them are dreadful, some are actually nice..surprisingly)aside from them ive got nobody

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Why, do you always do this to me Why, couldn't you just see it through me How come, you act like this Like you just don't care at allDo you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall can feel I can feel you near me Even though you're far awayI can feel I can feel you babyWhy It's not supposed to feel this wayI need you I need youMore and more each dayIt's not supposed to hurt this wayI need

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The three words that mean the most aren't "I love you", with its history of being an accomplice to lies, with its bad reputation as a myth. What is "I loveyou" but the easy way out, the secret weapon revealed at the ends of long-drawn battles between desperation and despair? "I love you" is what you say when you run out of valid arguments but decide to keep fighting anyway. "I love you" is what

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i made my way back to that site again and took random quizzes... ireally dont understand what i want out of this but something inside me loves being able to find a way(even a silly one) to answer all the questions inside of me. so one of the "random" quizzes i took tells you your love profile and here's what i got:Pisces - Your Love ProfileYour positive traits:You're very tuned into your lover's

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oooppsss...i havent mentioned about the homecoming this december havent i? i already told B about this. B is my ofismate who also happens to be my classmate back in elementary and highschool. i just passed by this advertisement in tarpaulin about the homecoming to be held at our school specifically for us, the first batch of highschool grad on that school, and the succeeding 4 batches after us. I

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i went to the same site again and clicked away on this quiz which is about "what is your love based on?" i never really set any expections on the results on this one, i just wanted to see if it really works. if the outcome would be any near the reality. well this was what i got:Your Love is Based on PassionWhen you're in love, you're brimming with emotions and desire.For you, love can be a crazy

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i have nothing to do the whole shift but to slack off the time jumping from blog to blog reading other people's post when i stumbled upon this site and to kill time i decided to take this quiz about what sign my true love is. out of boredom i just clicked away the answers, wel actually i did kinda made sure what i was clicking was really what i wanted and to my surprise here's the result ....Your

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ive stumbled on this post of this girl bragging why she loves her husband so much. she went to enumerate the things in a list of 1-20. It made me wonder about my own reasons of why i love P so much. I wanted to come up with a list as well after feeling all warm and fuzzy inside. let me try to enumerate them as well:1. he never gives me flowers nor chocolates and is seldom sweet but he can make me

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Aug 18, 2005 the day i died yet started living the reality of life……………..mahilig akong manuod ng movies….actually there was a point in my lyf i got severly addicted to it….watching every single movie i found interesting……those which appeal to me most are the movies with a father-daughter setup or theme….papa’s gurl xe akoh eh…mababaw ang luha….iyaken nga daw they say…which sumtyms i use to my

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toh ung first post koh….first tym na nlaman qng pede pla magpost sa blog q…first tym na nalungkot ako today xe may nabasa aqng isang nakakalungkot na babasahin….sumthin thatalmost made me cry….just wen ive thought that im one of the most unlucky…saddest being on earth…i read this letter that almost made me cry…so sad so full of emotions na nakakahawa…then i realized…oh well..im still better off

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pangatlo ko nang revision ng post to. kaasar!!! di ko malaman kung ano gusto ko iblog. nahihirapan akong iconvey ang feelings ko ngayon..bakit ba kapag nasa bus ako saka ko naiisip lahat ng gusto ko iblog? bakit sa oras na humakbang na papasok ang mga paa ko sa opisina di ko na maibalik ang mga bagay na naiisip ko habang nasa byahe ako?nakita ko yang picture na yan sa web, may kung anong kumurot

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first day of training for my new post and im excited...bakit? kasi one week petiks mode toh...hehe sorry for the slang "petiks" means chillax mode kasi training nga so la masyado pressure sa work and one week to kaya masaya..teka mukhang paulit ulit na ako ah..and lately napapansin ko lagi akong nag-sstammer while talking..is it because of soo many things running havoc on my mind? is that the

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hay naku...ive blogged already for this post kaya lang since my computer had been acting really funky today (probably because it was reghosted by the IT staff without informing us beforehand) yan tuloy crappy ngayon sya...internet connection always times out tapos nawala pa yung mga important applications and pictures and documents na na-accumulate ko within the past 6 months...grrr!!! bad trip

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havent i told you about the good things that happened to me these past days? i think im being biased if i keep psoting all the bad things in my life without an update on the good ones that happen every once and a while. you might get the impression na ginagawa kitang toilet bowl (labasan ng sama ng loob) which is not true (well...mostly) hahahaanyway, just to keep you posted bout the good "stuffs

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i went to work today with just enough money to get me to office...anlakas ng loob ano? if a lost even a peso from my money i wont be able to make it here and i dont even want to think about where i would end up...hahahaanyway, im suppose to send you a text message about our "planned" meet later today pero subalit ngunit datapwat sa kadahilanang ako'y talaga namang gipit ngayon ay mukhang hindi

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hay naku....just another day (sigh!) so many things are troubling my mind...ano bang date na ngayon?shit kaylangan ko pang magpass ng 3 requirements to qualify myself for the regularization icrease!shit! yung regularization increase sa 30th pa magtitake effect that is if naipasa ko ng maaga ang needed requirements....shit! i need extra cash on the 15th pambayad ng utang....shit! i need money on

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late ako ngaun...ten minutes to be exact (sigh!) pumasok ako di ako nagdinner kagabi di rin ako nagbreakfast knina...(sigh ulet!) di naman ako nagdadiet, di na ako qualified for one, feeling ko nga sobra na akong "slim" (sigh! na naman!) napansin ko knina while im getting ready for work pagtingnin ko sa salamin mugto ang mata ko. No! hindi ako nakipagbuntalan or something! Lalong di ako puyat...

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nag im ang account manager sa messanger ko, nagtext ka daw sa celfone nya obviously that is because khapon tinext kita using her cp kse ako bwal magadala ng phone dito sa ofis..., ngtext ako di ka nagreply, i called you later that day nag-ring lng ang fone several times until na drop ung call when i tried dialling again sbi ng babae sa kabilang linya "cannot be reached" ka na daw....gnon ba yon?

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"There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn't expect you to understand that, or even believe it, but trust me, there are some love that don't go away. And maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be lucky to end up with that somebody who has a little of that insanity. Somebody who never lets go. Somebody who cherishes

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many things had happened last week...ive had my PMP..it stands for performance monitoring and the last P is for...hmm i dont know really..hehe but the good thing is i passed. basically this PMP thing decides if you are "in" (gonna be regularized) or "out" to say "hello jobstreet,again" hehe. well fortunately for me i got in...and then on top of that james and me had a really wonderful time of our

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wahahaha, bkit kapag magbablog na ako ala na akong maisip itype? its like everything else vanishes once i start typing? waaaaahhhh!!!! pero kapag nasa bus ako andami kong naiisip in between pag-idlip at paggising andami kong gusto iblog kaso alang available na pc...dito lng ako sa ofis nakakapagblog ksi ung pc ko sa bahay eh nachop-chop na ng kapatid ko...meaning ung parts niya di na kumpleto...

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my third blog...i cant say its an accomplishement, but the fact na ala pa akong call right now is an miracle..hehe. Parang andami ksing calls ngaun, andaming taong nangangailangan ng tulong sa fone...technically and im pretty sure same goes emotionally, mentally, physically and lhat na ata ng -ally. Come to think. If you are like me in the real world...like you are the technicall support people

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ok 2nd post ko na toh in a day...actually kakapost ko lng nung first ko kso nainspire lng ako eh...i j ust wud lyk to say...na minsan dapat mag ingat tyo sa mga winiwish nten...u never really know if your wish is going to be granted ksya dpat always pabor syo ang laman ng mga wishes mo and be sure you wont regret them...at one point in my lyf i wished ksi na sna maranasan ko ulet ung malito...in

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this is my very first blog...im happy...hehe. well because of a number of reasons. Una mahirap iaccess and frinedster from the office nakablocked at risky naman magproxy...hahaha, second namiss ko na magsulat. passion ko toh eh. Naalala ko pa kung pano gumuho ang mundo ko (ambigat noh?) nung nagcrash ang aking pc at ksamang naglaho at di na narescue ang mga pinaghirapan kong essays, novels and

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